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Shiina speaks
Stream start
Shiina got new lip balm
Today’s plan
“Did they ever traumatize you in school, like as a method of birth control?”
Sars
What's going on
Baby bees are larvae
How Shiina's school tried to scare them straight / "I still remember that kid's brains splattered on the seat"
Geezers/ojisan & hags/obasan and how those terms are usually derogatory
Famous people Shiina forgets are dead now
Shiina hated the Reylo ship and ranting about the Disney Star Wars trilogy
Meemaw rants about Disney's handling of Obi-Wan Kenobi & her love of the character
Shiina remembers what started this rant and talking about Star Wars legends
Back and Shiina gained some waight during the trip to Canada & is eating more
Shiina hints at upcoming merch
How Shiina gamifies her healthy habits and talking about dieting
The pants rant continues
Trendy doesn't always equal fashionable
Sakana's car should be fixed by now and the trauma of buying jeans
Meemaw accidentally stabs herself and how 100 extra calories a day traumatized her
Shiina's nails
Raw Japanese jeans & why Shiina can't stand them and what makes the jeans "raw"
Shiina's in the market for some good riding boots
"I wish I was the kind of girl that would believe that", "I'm only the perfect wife in your head because I'm not your wife", Meemaw overthinks, and "I'm peak IRL tsundere"
Shiina wants to learn stoicism and how she feels beeing too open can be bad
Nyana Banyana raid
Shiina puts on finger guards for chat
"Sometimes growing up is learning your feelings are an inconvenience to people" and going to the gym can be therapeutic
A scary thought about therapists, the modern understanding of emotional intelligence, and realizations Shiina has had that have lead to her growth
"Accountability is hot"
Shiina talks about staying grounded
Shiina did some research on how to make this appear more seamless
A closer look
Why it's so easy to become a bad person as a streamer
"He looks like me after I crash Sakana's car into a boat" and how Shiina separates criticism from fans from people who don't watch
Shiina's thoughts on psychology
Talking about growing as a person
If Jessica actually tried to apologize Shiina would probably forgive her
Who "Jessica" is for new viewers
Sad Bee is not a lemon
Plans for Sad Bee's birthday stream
Shiina's passport picture is still Shiinorb and when a customs officer asked her about it
Meemaw was actually fat in the past and more about how she keeps getting questioned when she tries to fly
If Sad Bee was filled with 'pure Colombian'
Shiina’s stepdad
Shiina’s college crush
What Meemaw wants in a man and how she burned herself the other day
Biscotti
Back and earl gray
“They’re going to put me on a watch list man” and imagine Meemaw as a cartel leader
The wutang clan and the cringe that resulted
It was a different time
Why Sad Bee is sad & why Shiina has 3 giant ones
Starting the brown
The AI generated Starwars stormtrooper vlogs “Literally AI slop is better than anything Disney puts out”
Shiina gives off older sister vibes because she is one
Shiina thinks she’d have to quit this job if she gets married
Shiina is nervous about being able to afford gifts for everyone for christmas this year
Shiina’s favorite holiday foods
Adding the stinger
“I’m becoming overconfident this is a bad sign”
Shiina doesn’t know many other people who are into crafts and her old crafts business
Drama in the crafting industry was really bad
What will the Bee’s name be
Shiina's urge to garden
"It really is turning into a bee"
Shiina wants someone to animate her crashing Sakana's car / "If I'm going to be embarrassed forever about it I want to milk it "
The joy of when something you want to make turns out
He can sit
A scarily accurate side profile and Shiina's plan to make it so she can change what he's holding
Coming up with props to make
Pippa raid
Why the warehouse off collab didn't happen earlier and Sakana gives terrible directions
Most places in Canada will take USD / "Literally the 51st state"
Uruka's singing and this recent company trip has been Shiina's favorite
Starting the mouth
Looking at the face so far
Big tears
One tear done
Bee complete
Is there anything you can't do Shiina? Save some talent for the rest of us. In all honesty he turned out cute
It's to scale
Perfectly sized for the drifloon
Shiina finally got gifts from a viewer (including a knit Shiina)
