Shiina speaks
Shiina returns wit tea and forgets how to stream
Stream start
There's only one brand of sweatpants Shiina will wear
Even Brandy Melville is too big for Meemaw
Shiina's going to see some friends and how girls like to look good when hanging out together
What kind of butts Shiina likes and how she feels about BBLs
How to get the results of a BBL naturally
More of what Shiina's done today
Sad Bee sings happy birthday
"Is this the face of a boy who has properly been watching his weight" and what it would be like if Meemaw had booba
Meemaw normally just uses nip nop covers and why girls wear bras
Shiina has used bandaids
Today's plan
Starting with new underwear
Fighting off becoming boring and Meemaw will not return tan this time
This is Shiina's way to show off what no one will see
Volume adjustment
Starting with a doodle of Shiina
Shiina talks about taking better care of herself
Shiina's hair and finding friends
Even Shiina's hairdresser was happy with the results
What Shiina thinks the cutest part is
"Through the power of imagination I'm going to summon my bubble but back into existence "
Can't forget to add Sad Bee and chat wants to put him in a bikini
Shiina's drawings always end up looking younger than she intends them to
"Who's this?! It's Shiina because of the hair clip"
Chat asks for tan lines
Shiina is in the zone and how could Sad Bee get tan lines
What Shiina's trying to show you
What's chat's verdict on Shiina's haircut & all that really matters is that she likes it
First doodle finished
Next up is some sweaters and Sad Bees are delivered in clear trash bags
Sakana tries to get Shiina to stop selling Sad Bees
Shiina really wants to sing but can’t
Shiina needs to learn how to think less
How do you not think and "I look like a dead anime mom"
One of Shiina’s favorite outfits
"I'm manifesting the return of my ass from the war please leave me alone" and chat convinces Shiina to shrink it
Shiina prefers her doodles to her actual drawings
Working on the outfit
Making it Shiina
Coloring
Meemaw gets called a pickle
Shiina hoped this stream layout would be more cozy
"You're like 'who's that' and then I do this"
Shiina's loving this
"It's called grunge chat!" / "I want to look like a sexy potato sack"
Shading
Shiina likes the face on this one and "She's just a poor wife from a poor family~"
"Sir a second Shiina has hit the stream"
101 Sad Bees
How many bee plushies does Shiina own
Sad Bee for president
Who's Sad Bee's VP
Shiina has a lot of clothes she doesn't wear any more and how to know if a shirt has gotten too small
It's only recently that Lumi convinced Shiina that quality matters
Carhartt and Shiina's blackwing steel toed shoes
Vegan leather and Shiina hates woman's clothes marketing
Shiina's leather wallet that she loves
How Shiina feels about vegans
Fashion advice for men has never been more easily accessible and how Shiina handles hand wash only clothes
Finding clothes that fit is super important
Basic hygiene & clothes that fit go a long way and Tinder is "a playground for depravity"
The thing about girls
Thick vs obese
"You don't know how low the bar is"
"The line between hate and love is very thin"
Beauty is fleeting
Botox & filler
It's important to love yourself
Shiina's experience with botox and how to approach learning to love yourself
How Shiina learned to love herself
Shiina doesn't think money is as important as some people think it is
Shiina feels having drive & seeking improvement matters more
Make friends before pursuing relationships / "The opposite gender can mess you up real good"
Make friends before pursuing relationships / "The opposite gender can mess you up real good" {}
Don’t be an asshole
Make sure you have some standards
Shiina believes in you
Most people aren’t ugly
Why this topic is on Shiina's mind
Girl bosses and is trophy wifeing in Meemaw's future
How many kids can Shiina see in her future
What Shiina thinks of when she thinks "trophy wife"
Shiina really wants you to know you have a chance
Every day Shiina imagines Little Bee asking her "would you still love me if I were a worm"
There are a lot of angry people out there already and for those who are afraid of getting out there
Why Vtubers have so many niche/special interests
Be weary of looking for relationships on FF14
The audience is a part of what makes Vtubers so interesting
Femboys
The femboys Shiina knows
Do sigma femboys exist
If Meemaw were a man
As a man Shiina's autism would be unchecked
Double standards go both ways
Shiina likes people and "I'd be in federal prison if I was a guy"
Shiina's going on a plane soon
Much of what Shiina's talked about today she's learned from her time here
